Yesterday was an extremely difficult and sad day and we are all struggling as we had to say goodbye to the most amazing, loving, special cat ever. Merlin has been in my life for 16 years and was a cat like no other. He looked after me and the children beyond anything you would ever imagine from a cat and he meant the world to all of us. As I write this I am still crying. I don't think any of us has stopped. We are all heartbroken. Merlin went to sleep in my arms yesterday afternoon. Although he was an older cat, he had shown no real signs of nearing the end so it's also been a shock. I am finding it very difficult at the moment without him. He was my fluffy son and we all feel lost. At the moment I feel I can't create any videos but I will as soon as I'm able to. We are just learning to live without Merlin - a perfect amazing cat that's left a huge hole in all our hearts. The plushie cat in the outro was created from a photo of Merlin #Oldted